How do you do it? How do you dream with an empty heart? How do you lie in bed at night without two arms around you? How do you manage to dry your tears when you know hope is foreign? How do you rise? How do you find the strength to breathe when your… More How Do You Do It?
Two years ago tonight I was crying in an alley over someone who was never meant for me. I knew at that moment that I would never see him again. I was right. But it’s for the best. It just saddens me that I am always right about the things I wish I weren’t right… More Momentary Glimpse: September 27, 2015
My entire world changed exactly three months ago today. I’m still trying to wrap my head around the fact that it is exactly 13 weeks later and I’m still breathing. For five years, I let something define me. I’ve spent the entire summer completely and utterly restless so to say that I am sick of… More Three Months
I read an article last night that really disturbed me. It basically said that our ideals aren’t realistic and that settling for less is way better than holding out for the right person because, and I quote, “the right person does not exist.” Either the person writing that article is more jaded than I am… More Things That Are Too Much To Ask For
I’ve come to the realization that I will die with so much So much undone, so much unsaid So much love to give that was never given a chance So much words left to be written, to be felt So much life left unlived So much pain taking up every crevice of my entire being… More Down The Drain
Despite my hopes Something keeps telling me To get used to the despair The emptiness The long nights without a hand to hold This is how it shall be from now on Just me My pen And my headphones Alone “I think there’s a fault in my code These voices won’t leave me alone… More Don’t Get Your Hopes Up
The last one on my lips tried to devour me But when I refused, he became evil, Locking me in his misery And as I looked into his eyes, I saw a monster But he told me it was my reflection That the monster was me His words cut like a knife. Digging. Cutting… More Monster