It hits you all of a sudden
Heart races, in a panic.
“What am I going to do?”
It keeps you up at night
Until you’re shaking, tears flowing freely, unashamed to make their nightly appearance.
This is your life,
and you’re wondering how things got so hard.
It is the night that brings out our darkness,
Where the loneliness creeps in, stays for the night,
When everyone is gone, I am going to be alone,
The utter thought cripples me
When nobody cares to listen,
To be kind,
What will be left of me when I’m gone?
Will I ever reach heaven,
Or will I be uninvited?