Two years ago tonight I was crying in an alley over someone who was never meant for me. I knew at that moment that I would never see him again. I was right. But it’s for the best. It just saddens me that I am always right about the things I wish I weren’t right … More Momentary Glimpse: September 27, 2015
I have to wear a holter monitor today to record my heartbeats for 24 hours. (Trying not to think about how itchy this tape is making me but that’s a whole other story.) As I was in the waiting room this morning, an elderly couple walked in and smiled at me. You could just tell … More Momentary Glimpse: May 28, 2015
I had one of the best days ever yesterday. I got a chance to get out of the city for a while and just lay out in a spacious backyard while staring at the sky. I got to have some one on one time with God under a sky full of stars, and in that … More Momentary Glimpse: April 26, 2015
Last week, a bunch of people told me I couldn’t do something because I didn’t have the resources. In the past, this would have hindered me to the point of utter hopelessness, but now, I simply said, “Watch me.” And guess what? I did it. Work with what you have. Remind yourself of all you … More Momentary Glimpse: April 8, 2015
Sometimes, I think it’s better to hide out in a place where no one can find you or read your thoughts. It’s better to stay quiet and save every harrowing thought to yourself. It’s awful when you’re trying to express your pain and thoughts into words and they just don’t come out right. This leads … More Momentary Glimpse: March 10, 2015
It’s maddening how the emptiness takes your entire body hostage and has its way with you.
Maybe I spoiled myself. Maybe I got too comfortable holding the reigns that whatever they offer me doesn’t compare to the freedom I possess. Maybe that future I envisioned for myself is all in my hands. Maybe I can have it all if I just take a big leap of faith…in myself and all I’ve … More Momentary Glimpse: February 19, 2015